The Gaming Community Language

I've recently analyzed my love-hate relationship with the gaming community. It is a place I feel most at home, yet so on the outside at the same time. When I am playing Overwatch with a good sized team and we rake through matches and we are laughing and encouraging each other and working as a team... Continue Reading →

I’m Bored Of Everything

I don't know if it's my depression or not, but I'm beginning to think not. I used to think since a symptom of depression isn't enjoying anything you love it has to be that, but I'm wondering if it isn't just depression that's doing this, but awareness. It all started when I was playing Mad... Continue Reading →

Sometimes I’m Ungrateful

One thing I hate about my mental illness is what a princess it encourages me to be. (I'm trying to stop saying "my illness makes me" and I'm trying to say it encourages me. I just started doing it, I'll let you know if it helps at all.) I hate how I forget where I am,... Continue Reading →

I Just Want To Belong

Since taking CBD, I can recognize how much healthier I am. I went a day without it because we ran out and I could feel it. I wasn’t back to normal, but it was like I was falling off a cliff in slow motion staring at the ground that was once beneath my feet. But... Continue Reading →

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