New Age Pharisees

I am a Christian. This usually comes as a surprise to most people, which is kind of upsetting for me. They say it’s because I’m “too cool” or something. Meaning, I’m not self-righteous and shoving the bible down people’s throats. I also swear like a sailor when I am playing video games, smoke cigarettes, and... Continue Reading →

“Size 0 Is Not A Size”

-- I'm going to level with you before you read this. I was really angry when I wrote it. When you have BPD, you get triggered. And your emotions can get the best of you. I wanted to delete this post because I was so embarrassed by my reaction to a dumb tweet that wasn't... Continue Reading →

I Believe People Can Change

I know people can change because I’ve done it. I’ve gone from good to bad, and back to good again. Being familiar with the whole cycle has helped me gain a type of empathy I wouldn’t have known if my life wasn’t filled with mistakes. When I was growing up, I was a bright and... Continue Reading →

The Gaming Community Language

I've recently analyzed my love-hate relationship with the gaming community. It is a place I feel most at home, yet so on the outside at the same time. When I am playing Overwatch with a good sized team and we rake through matches and we are laughing and encouraging each other and working as a team... Continue Reading →

I’m Bored Of Everything

I don't know if it's my depression or not, but I'm beginning to think not. I used to think since a symptom of depression isn't enjoying anything you love it has to be that, but I'm wondering if it isn't just depression that's doing this, but awareness. It all started when I was playing Mad... Continue Reading →

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