“Size 0 Is Not A Size”

-- I'm going to level with you before you read this. I was really angry when I wrote it. When you have BPD, you get triggered. And your emotions can get the best of you. I wanted to delete this post because I was so embarrassed by my reaction to a dumb tweet that wasn't... Continue Reading →

I Believe People Can Change

I know people can change because I’ve done it. I’ve gone from good to bad, and back to good again. Being familiar with the whole cycle has helped me gain a type of empathy I wouldn’t have known if my life wasn’t filled with mistakes. When I was growing up, I was a bright and... Continue Reading →

The Gaming Community Language

I've recently analyzed my love-hate relationship with the gaming community. It is a place I feel most at home, yet so on the outside at the same time. When I am playing Overwatch with a good sized team and we rake through matches and we are laughing and encouraging each other and working as a team... Continue Reading →

I’m Bored Of Everything

I don't know if it's my depression or not, but I'm beginning to think not. I used to think since a symptom of depression isn't enjoying anything you love it has to be that, but I'm wondering if it isn't just depression that's doing this, but awareness. It all started when I was playing Mad... Continue Reading →

Stop Asking Me To Smile

Some days, I’m lucky to get out of bed. To wake up into a world that puts me down, judges me, laughs at me, rolls its eyes at me, and makes sure that any moment I have confidence is fleeting. This isn’t just because I’m a woman, men walk into that world everyday too. Don’t... Continue Reading →

Waiting Room Chairs

I've been in and out of mental health hospitals and therapy groups and inpatient programs and out patient programs and court ordered therapy and all that jazz. I've seen the mental health world from almost all sides. Which is pretty neat, but it really really sucked while I was gaining all of this knowledge. But... Continue Reading →

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